Ok, I am really needing a moment here. I have no idea how so many people have gotten through the waiting process of adoption, its hard! I am just aching tonight to be with our little baby girl, I miss her terribly and was spoiled by so many days over the holiday of seeing her regularly. Its now been since Saturday night and I am restraining myself from jumping in the car right now to get up there. I am so ticked that I didn:t take more pictures of her over Christmas too, I was so in the moment that I did not realize how much I would want to see her face now that I am back home. I am kicking myself now, I have NO pictures of her and I together at Christmas. Gulp, so sad. Anyone in my family, I invite you to go and see her tomorrow, take oodles of pictures and email this poor little mama… additionally if you took any pics of her on Christmas PLEASE send them on to me, I really need them right now.

On a sweet note, it seems that I am not the only one who is missing somebody. Our little girl has been spending lots of time in front of the window watching for us over the past few days. Her foster parents said that she jumps whenever the phone rings and says ME ME!!! thinking that it is us calling her! MELT MY HEART!!

And one more cute story – she was eating breakfast this morning and made a huge fuss about having the picture book of our family at the table with her. When her foster mom turned around our little doll was feeding the picture of Nathan and I with her spoon!! I guess she wanted us to join her for Breakfast. Sweet Little Miss – I am feeling the love!