I can hear a ticking…can you hear it? Maybe it’s my last ditch effort at finally having a little girl to add to our family but I must admit that the ticking is getting louder and louder. Crazy, in fact not 2 years ago I remember thinking that it was all over, I was done…never again. But, time passes and when I look at Noah growing so big and sweet I miss that infant stage of cuddling up and blissful baby sounds and smells. Nothing is more heavenly than that precious tiny one, your little miracle. I am proud to say, I want that again. I’ve been thinking of adoption alot, but my heart keeps coming back to trying for a baby of our own once again. I picture our home in future years, full to the brim with activity and excitment. We have so much to look forward to and to be grateful for. We have the sweetest boys on earth and they are adorable in every way. It’s so interesting, the calling of a Mother. I know that I was meant to be their mommy, and now I feel there’s one more person I am meant to mother. Somehow and someway I know we’ll figure it out. Any hesitation you ask? I’m sure there will be in a day or two, stay tuned.